On antique photography

July 11th, 2008

Earlier this week, Kerrie sent me a link to a set of old photos from McKennan Park, a local park that serves as the landmark anchor and main appreciation factor for homes in our area. It’s the 100th Anniversary of the park this year, and the photos date back to the early beginnings of the park.

McKennan ParkThey’re old, cracked and sepia toned. They’re lovely, actually. This type of photography is always stirring, the treatment outlasting the images, with even the most awkward looking composition made better by age. They look great because they’ve lasted so long. They’re a visual representation of an abstract thought: history.

These images have weathered everything, both physical and historical. They’ve lasted through dust and The Dust Bowl, through cold and the Cold War. They’re vessels of memories, physical prints of personal achievement.

McKennan ParkOur favorite pictures were those of children swinging. The wooden swing set and period garb are in stark contrast to the post-production digital images we take with our new camera.

And when Kerrie wondered aloud how she thought our swing pictures would look in another hundred years, I got to thinking. Will they age in the same way? Will we ever see anything like these old McKennan pictures ever again?

With the advent of digital photography and sites like Flickr and Photobucket and Shutterfly, more and more people are simply moving their photographs from camera to Web, or at the very least from camera to computer. Fewer people are having their images printed.

Without this, how will pictures age? Without being exposed to the elements, how will we be able to enjoy the treatment of time?

I can add sepia tone to every image I upload. But it’s not the same.

So the question is, are we losing this aspect of photography? Have we eliminated the possibility of age?

Is it actually a good thing?


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A top ten list of Ben Folds

July 10th, 2008

I’m not ashamed to admit that, unlike many, I actually really really like Ben Folds. Both his solo stuff and with the Five.

There. I said it. Take away my cool kid badge.

(Or wait. Is it cool to like him? Or not cool? He, like Sufjan Stevens, Death Cab for Cutie and any other indie singer/songwriter/group that caters to a more sensitive side, are often reviled in popular culture. Which would make them perfect for indie rock. But then indie rockers are, at times, tired of their cuteness, which makes them perfect for popular culture. Help, I don’t know if I’m supposed to like or hate him! What’s Pitchfork claiming this week?)

Ahem.

As happens with some of my favorite musical artists, I have had a slight renaissance with Ben Folds. You know how it is – one of his songs popped up on my iPod, and I remembered, “Hey, I really like this guy,” and then I listened to an entire album and BAM, there you go, I was back in the thick of it, getting to know the EPs that I only barely listened to and making new judgment calls on songs I didn’t care much for a few years back.

But why? Why Ben Folds? Admittedly, he’s a little too cute at times. He’s overly sarcastic, and 85% of his songs are about the meaningless lives of people you don’t care about and never would remember if you met them.

And maybe that’s what I like about it. Those people. Those situations. Ben Folds writes snarky songs that at times are touching. He’s not a piano player looking for heart strings – he’s a comedian that happens to be great at writing songs, and at times those songs are nearly heartbreaking.

Look through his catalog. There are a lot of names, there. Old friends and fictional characters and people you wouldn’t expect outside of an episode of Arrested Development. There’s an entire cast of craziness and longing and friendship and nostalgia wrapped up in those songs.

Nostalgia. That’s it. Every song is emotional, whether funny or clever or sad. And every song brings another tale. Ben Folds isn’t a songwriter – he’s a storyteller. Which is, to say, he’s a songwriter who tells stories. Which is, to say, he’s the best kind of songwriter there is.

My top ten Ben Folds songs, whether with and without the Five (in no order):

1. “Army (live)”Ben Folds Live
The only really great song off of The Unauthorized Biography of Reinhold Messner is made better without the rest of the band by enlisting the help of the crowd to stand in as the horn section.

2. “Best Imitation of Myself”Ben Folds Five
We all have a façade, and “Best Imitation of Myself” describes it.

3. “Eddie Walker”Naked Baby Photos
My favorite of Ben Folds’ characters, “Eddie Walker” takes a look at his life, seemingly validating his existence.

4. “Evaporated”Whatever and Ever Amen
Every Ben Folds album has a sappy closing song that makes you think that, yes, the guy has bad days. This is the best of them.

5. “Fred Jones, Part 2″Rocking the Suburbs
A company newspaperman, forced out after 30 years, takes a long look at himself and realizes that he’s viewed as nothing more than dead space. A classic tale of experience being trumped by fresh, upstart talent, Fred Jones comes to terms with the fact that he’s “forgotten but not yet gone.” Shades of About Schmidt.

6. “Landed”Songs for Silverman
This is just a nice song. That’s all.

7. “Late”Songs for Silverman
About Elliot Smith. The first time I heard it was at a Ben Folds concert in Sioux Falls a few months before the album came out. He announced it as a song about a friend, and we all figured it was Elliott, who had just passed away. And then, he sang “Elliot, man, you played a fine guitar. And some dirty basketball.” And we knew. And I’ll disclose, with the song played live and the emotion in the room and great lyrics about a great musician, I had to fight back a tear or two. They didn’t come out, mind you. But there were there. Stinging.

8. “One Angry Dwarf and 200 Solemn Faces”Whatever and Ever Amen
The first song I ever heard from Ben Folds, “One Angry Dwarf” is a tale of comeuppance. Those people who thought they were so cool before? Well fuck ‘em.

9. “Philosophy”Ben Folds Five
I also think this is a really nice song. It’s the “Brick” of the first album – the song everyone knows and everyone wants to hear.

10. “Zak and Sara”Rocking the Suburbs
It’s scary how similar this couple – Zak without a “c,” Sara without an “h” – is to other couples I’ve met in real life. That is, until Sara turns out to be crazy.

And an honorable three-way mention, as well:
11. “Bitches Ain’t Shit”Supersunnyspeedgraphic: The LP
12. “Get Your Hands Off My Woman”Super D
13. “Twin Falls”Naked Baby Photos
Two hilarious, yet beautiful covers (of Dr. Dre and The Darkness, respectively) followed by a cover of Built To Spill.


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Step by step

July 8th, 2008

Step by step. One in front of the next.

Two feet, cocked at a 45-degree angle, one on top of each other, each struggling to move forward, unsure of how the predicament started.

Two arms, pointed straight out like a scarecrow, balancing and reaching and holding steady against the weightless mass of air, grasping for order, searching for safe haven, wobbling in fear of a sudden landing.

Two eyes, staring ahead, gauging the next movements, locking in on a target. Two hands waving in excitement. Two knees about to give out.

Up and down. The life of a baby taking its first steps toward toddlerdom looks like a rollercoaster. Up and down. Up and down. Stand and fall. Lunge and release. Each unsure step bleeds into another, until two steps become three, become five, become an across the room journey from one parent to the other. Up she goes, grabbing a finger to steady herself, sticking her arms straight out for balance, untangling her feet and locking in on a destination.

Estimated time of arrival: just seconds. Estimated time of future milestones: seemingly too quick to fathom.

Sierra has taken to tottering back and forth between Kerrie and me, the two people she knows best, bridging the gap from her knees to her feet better than her shins ever have. Each step builds confidence. Builds a childhood. Builds an unspeakable bond with life, with wherever she wants go to, whenever she figures out what that is.

For now, it’s a simple series of movements. A pull up. A steady. A turn and a step and another step and then a whole pattern of steps. Slower than crawling, for now, but no one said a new experience would be met with out-of-the-gate speed.

It’s something else, too. It’s more than movement. It’s a future. Each step now leads to another, and soon each step will lead to independence. Her first steps have come and passed. But what about her first steps outside? Her first movie. Her first walk through the woods, through a zoo, through a pile of leaves, through wet grass and through the sand on a beach.

Her first steps into grade school. Middle school. High school. Her first steps behind the driver’s seat. Behind her first crush. Through the doors of college. Down the side of the auditorium to grab a diploma, an award, down the church aisle at her wedding, down the hospital hallway in the maternity ward.

Her first steps as a mother. As a grandmother. As a great grandmother. As whatever life decides to make her, from our baby to someone else’s, from our life’s greatest enjoyment to someone else’s best friend.

Each step, each stumble, each move from one state of mind to the next, each comes with a new experience, and each experience comes with the realization that, eventually, we won’t be there to see each step. With distance and circumstance tearing us apart. When phone calls are all that keep us together and vacations are spent catching up on the life we were once so much a part of.

The first steps are a moment that I’ll never forget. And I say this knowing full well that her first steps will lead to so much more.

That her first steps have given her the freedom to move wherever she wants, both physically and emotionally, in both the literal and metaphorical.

That now she’s moving toward a basket of toys. But, eventually, with a wave, with a reluctant letting go of my finger, with a look to her past and a nod toward what she’s grown up with, she will turn, take a few steps, and enter the world on her own.

To experience the up and down for herself. On her own two feet. Step by step. One in front of the next.


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Blue blue sky

July 7th, 2008

It’s official. With help from our new Canon XTI, Adobe Lightbox and Flickr, I am officially in love with photography.

blue blue sky


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The CSA: Week 6

July 6th, 2008

Beets.

Red beets. Yellow beets.

Beets. Filling our fridge. Piling up. Releasing the pungent scent of slowly rotting vegetables, of dirt and roots and time, sticking around out of spite. Three weeks of beets. Three weeks of CSA-produced beets. In three specific stages of vegetative state. Maroon, leafy, impossible beets.

What the hell do you do with beets?

BeetsThis has been the crux of our CSA. These beets. From the first week they showed up, they posed a problem. They stain your fingers, taste like pure earth and do little but stay solid and, well, beety. We’ve cut them up for a salad, but other than that they’ve stumped us. They’re one of those foods, like turnips or parsnips, that offer little but themselves. Creativity is not in the beet’s game, or so it seems.

At least, that’s how it seems to us.

Our goal this week is to rid our fridge of beets. We have had no problem with everything else – lettuce is easy to dispose of, radishes serve as the perfect picnic snack and onions are elementary. Even kohlrabi, of which we receive two each week, has been put to good use sliced on salads.

But beets. I mean, come on. This is hard!

Thankfully, research has provided us with two beet recipes, both of which could be quite good: Roasted Beet Salad with Feta Dressing and Roasted Beet, Pistachio and Pear Salad.

The problem is that we will use five beets total. Five. We have at least twelve on the bottom shelf, and that’s without taking stock of our most recent harvest.

We weren’t able to make the CSA pickup this week due to a Saturday post-Independence Day lake-cabin trip, but my mother made the trip for us. And though we received only half of our share (a mix-up on Warner’s part that has been remedied) we found a surprise – a sweet yellow pepper; small, unassuming and pepperocini-esque. In addition, we received our usual:
Onions
Cabbage
Kohlrabi
Sweet Yellow Pepper
And yes. Beets.

Those pesky beets. Those awful beets. They could taste like candy, but for now they simply sit, waiting for us to take action, for us to make the first move.

But we’re ready for battle, prepared to emerge victorious, our fingers stained red, mixed with the lifeblood of the beet. We’re ready to vanquish our foe.

And then we’re ready to not get any more beets, thanks.


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Issues Considered: Food, Sioux Falls

Loving the fourth

July 4th, 2008

We walked down the street this morning. In near silence. With only birds and our own footsteps serving as a soundtrack. Cars had nearly disappeared from the landscape, the only transportation an occasional stroller or bicycle. Even the busiest of streets was vacated, with an expanse of space spanning its width where vehicles usually crowded.

We wondered, where is everyone?

Easy. They’re at the lake. They’re in their backyard. They’re with family, friends, scattered throughout the state, the nation, anywhere but Sioux Falls, anywhere but the place they typically call home, in an effort to run away from the approaching heat and savor the three day weekend.

They’re at the grocery store. They’re buying beer and chicken and chips and condiments. They’re sitting back in a lawn chair. They’re hiding the firecrackers as a police officer slowly rolls by, though what they don’t realize is that the police officer doesn’t give a damn as long as no one gets hurt.

I’m not jingoistic America monster, my friends. But this is the Fourth of July. The summer’s first real getaway. Memorial Day signifies the arrival of summer. Labor Day promises a bluster of fall. But the Fourth of July? It’s pure. Pure heat. Pure relaxation. Beers and grills and water and a whole bunch of nothing.

Everyone is out. Living life. And loving it.

So what are you doing at the computer screen?


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What I’ve Been Reading – June 2008

July 3rd, 2008

I regularly heap buckets of praise on the McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern literary journal/book series. Not because I’m some kind of Eggers fanboy – far from it, I find him to be, at times, grating and arrogant – but because I genuinely enjoy the journal for its originality and content.

Books Acquired

Arthur & George – Julian Barnes

The Devil in the White City – Erik Larson

Books Read

McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern, Issue #26 – Dave Eggers (editor)

McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern, Issue #27 – Dave Eggers (editor)

Through the series, I’ve discovered a handful of writers I’d have otherwise probably never have stumbled upon. And, in the meantime, I amassed a collection of wonderfully designed books to adorn my shelves at home. In fact, the McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern shelf – now featuring nine issues of the quarterly and a handful of other graphic novels – is one of my favorites, a kaleidoscope of color and design, of discovery and promise.

Discovery. Promise. These are the things you look for when flipping through a set of short stories – especially when those short stories are by authors you’ve never heard of. Novels are big and weighty, and I’ve rarely just picked up a random novel by an author I’ve never heard of and read it (Toward the End of the Morning by Michael Frayn notwithstanding). Instead, I rely on the word of others, or on a familiarity of author or storyline.

It’s just a time thing. Novels take time. Short stories don’t, so discovering new writing talent is so much easier when combined in a short story anthology.

Sorry, I should explain myself. I talk about this because June’s reading, while not as fruitless as May’s, consisted of just two short story collections; McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern Issues #26 and #27.

The original premise of McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern – much like the original premise of The Believer magazine – was to take good writing that had been passed on by the bigger publishers and collect them in one place. In doing so, McSweeney’s became the publishing version of Bonnaroo, a place for independent writers to gain some traction and, as time went on, a place for larger acts to reach a smaller, more intimate audience.

Those larger acts certainly turn up, too. The list of authors seemingly too big for an independent publisher reads like an issue of the New Yorker. Here’s a sampling, stolen from Wikipedia: Denis Johnson, William T. Vollmann, Joyce Carol Oates, Jonathan Lethem, Michael Chabon, Susan Straight, Roddy Doyle, T. Coraghessan Boyle, Steven Millhauser, Robert Coover, Ann Beattie…

…and Stephen King.

Whoa. Wait. Stephen King? The King of Horror? The most famous author in the world that doesn’t use initials in his or her name?

Seriously.

Okay. To put this into perspective, let’s first take a look at the steps to reading an issue of McSweeney’s.

The first thing I do upon grabbing an issue of McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern is admire the cover. I consider the theme, and make a snap judgment on whether or not it’s cool. This weighs heavily into the readability of the issue – if it’s well designed and interesting, I’m more likely to pick it up sooner, less likely to leave it on the shelf while I slam through other novels.

McSweeney's #26Issue #26 was actually three books: a book edited by Stephen Elliot named Where to Invade Next (a frightening account of all of the countries that have a problem with us, their motives and their likelihood of invasion, based on Secret Service documents) and two half-sized short story collections designed in the style of war-time troop reading material. Issue #27 consisted of three books as well: a wonderfully designed story collection, a collection of Art Spiegelman’s daily drawings and one of the often included art-books that McSweeney’s produces – this one a collection of art with words and humor or something. Both issues featured interesting binding and themes, though Issue #26 was rather ugly.

Once I’ve decided the validity of the design, I open up to the list of authors. I scan for names I recognize. The excitement of reading the newest issue is almost identical with the speed in which I return to it. For example, I recognized no one from Issue #26, so I let it sit for nearly three months before finally committing to it.

McSweeney's #27Issue #27, however, is a different story. There’s that name. STEPHEN KING.

Growing up, I devoured every Stephen King book I could. My favorite was The Stand, and I loved the Dark Tower series. My mother helped in her own way by being an avid collector of Stephen King books, owning each one up until The Tommyknockers (a book that annoyed her so much that she simply swore off of King altogether, never buying another book until buying me Insomnia for Christmas).

For a few years, I poo-pooed King’s work. This was during an ill-fated college period when I fancied myself an intellectual, too learned to stoop to King’s level. No, I don’t read Koontz or Grisham or anything popular. I simply wouldn’t do that. It’s not literary.

Then, just like that, I realized that Stephen King, just like J.K. Rowling or J.R.R. Tokein or Janet Evanovich, has a valid place in today’s literature market, and that it didn’t matter whether or not the book was critically acclaimed but more that I liked it. So Stephen King was welcomed back, a sheepish look on my face as he shook his head knowingly. “I knew you’d come back,” I could hear him say. “I’m not a bad author because I’m popular. I’m just a rich one.”

It seems as though King himself feels the sting of popularity. His book on writing (cleverly called On Writing) came at a time when the literary world was beginning to write him off, and a recent turn toward smaller audiences and more literary novels has been viewed as a change of ideals. He’s no longer banking on horror to bring in the money – hell, he hardly needs money anymore – so he’s writing what he wants. When he wants.

Look at The Green Mile. Look at Insomnia. Look at the end of the Dark Tower series. Look at this story in McSweeney’s. This isn’t a horror writer we’re talking bout. This is a writer. And, this is someone who’s never going to be acclaimed like Updike or Roth, but this is someone who’s going to keep writing what he wants. Because he can. Because he’s good enough to do it.

When it comes down to it, this is the best part about McSweeney’s Quarterly Concern. Its design and authors and writing selections and themes are so good. They’re unknowingly arrogant in their combination of great binding and great writing. But they do it without pretentiousness, or at least, any that I can see. They’re not too indie for the big names. Sure, they’ve got Stephen King. So? You get the feeling Dan Brown could submit a story and no one would blink.

So it’s always a pleasure to open up those pages and see what big name is included. Or, if the spirit is a little askew, no big names at all. Sometimes you’ll get seventeen fractured novels, other times you’ll get an entire issue of comic love. It’s always a surprise. And that’s why I keep subscribing – one of the only things I’ve subscribed to for longer than two years.

After all, you never know what you’ll miss if you stop.


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Issues Considered: Books, Literature, What I've Been Reading, Writers, Writing